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im soon to be sixteeeeen this year , im facing problems that i've never faced before . i missed times when the only problem to solve is to pick a crayon from the crayola box , if i had a chance to wish for one thing , i wish to turn back time and pause . let the moments of happy tears stay :') when i was six i always dream to be a teenager . i always dream about how amazing i will look on my first day of work , teehee . when i was eight , my friends and i always plan to do a sweet sixteen party at a golf club or at a poolside :D ohh myy , how awesome that would be . when i was twelve , we had this gang . like mean girls , we totally rocked school . hell yesssss XD but when i was thirteen everything was like DUSHHHH , every single thing messed up . dash dot dash , i had things were obviously different . now im soon to be sixteen and i pray day and night to be a six year old girl , i pray that god will give me easier problems to face , i will never forget my best friends :') thanks to Him for that . its weird when you think about it , you wanna be a teenager so bad when you're a six year old girl and tends to cry when you're a teenager , wishing to be a kid back . hahaha , life's funny . life would be fun if it's like a video player or movie maker or something . how i wish the world could stop even just for a second . bye readers